Don't call it a come back

I know it's been a while since I blogged but I've been so busy with all life has to offer and whatever else it has to throw at me . It's been hectic with school work , working 2 jobs and trying to plug in workouts when possible . Haven't worked out in 2 weeks and I'm itching to get back in the gym . I'll be back in the gym on Wednesday no worries , I'm determined to lose 20-30 lbs by May. I've been dating. I don't want to rush into anything for this reason specifically (Getting into another relationship to heal from a breakup is like putting a Band-Aid on a tumor and expecting it to go away. <--- this is why I don't wanna rush into anything because I still have some internal healing to do. I want to take things exceptionally slow. Enough about my close to non existent love life. lately I've been thinking about getting baptized . I have given it much thought and I believe I'm ready to start all over . Give myself a fresh start , wipe the slate clean . Well it was nice updating you guys I should be back soon....
Yours truly
Black_rose



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