While my friends were in healthy loving relationships, living it up it like a motherf-cker I was enraged, feeling it like a motherf-cker Bird in a cage, you would never know what I was dealing with Went our separate ways, but I was happy they were loving it Bittersweet, they were up, I was down No lie, I felt good for them, but what do I do now? Meanwhile, this nigga putting his hands on me I swear y’all don’t know the half of the story of this escapee. When you’re soaked in tears for years, it never airs out When you make pain look this good it never wears out when you're so addicted to pain, you feel you have nothing to gain so you allow the vicious cycle to remain you're immune to the pain because its all you know The final blow hit so low I'm still on the ground I couldn't have prepared myself for that fall Shattered in pieces curled up on the floor It’s almost been a decade I’m behind them black shades Roll up like it’s all good, when my past s...
