BEHIND CLOSED DOORS

I know I'm not the only one to experience unwarranted hate / attention from my fellow woman .  It's unfortunate that we live in a world where another woman feels the need to kick you while you're down , beat you to your very knees to elevate herself ...  I have heard several rumors about myself where other women that I guess are intimated/threatened by me are taking screen shots of my pictures on social media to send to each other for a good laugh . 👍👍👍  Now they just might have valid reasons for their ill/negative feelings towards me but I'll never know those reasons because they opted to approach me like grown women to further discuss things . They chose the most juvenile approach & my response : to each their own .  They are a plethora of reasons why I find this appalling and I believe behaviors like this are a piss poor display of womanhood but i'd rather not get into that just yet .  Granted I hear these things and of course I go through a series of ...

In a society like ours, marriage is a norm. A norm followed so religiously that if you don't fit in there, then you're labeled an outcast. My short take on how different women are...   At my age , it'd be more than appropriate for me to think / consider marriage and build a family of my own . Surprisingly that's not necessarily my thinking process . I don't think I want to get married or have kids . however , I do want stability as in a long term committed relationship that lasts for eternity .  I know I know I don't have a conventional way  of thinking . My thinking process doesn't entirely make sense but it makes total sense to me 😂😂😷 I wish I had precise reasons as to why I feel this way . Maybe I'm afraid to make a commitment such as marriage , maybe  I'm afraid that, i'd make a bad wife , maybe I just don't see myself with one person for the rest or my life . I  Honestly don't know... I'm currently  married to my work and care...