Marriage

In a society like ours, marriage is a norm. A norm followed so religiously that if you don't fit in there, then you're labeled an outcast. My short take on how different women are...

 At my age , it'd be more than appropriate for me to think / consider marriage and build a family of my own . Surprisingly that's not necessarily my thinking process . I don't think I want to get married or have kids . however , I do want stability as in a long term committed relationship that lasts for eternity .  I know I know I don't have a conventional way of thinking . My thinking process doesn't entirely make sense but it makes total sense to me 😂😂😷

I wish I had precise reasons as to why I feel this way . Maybe I'm afraid to make a commitment such as marriage , maybe  I'm afraid that, i'd make a bad wife , maybe I just don't see myself with one person for the rest or my life . I Honestly don't know... I'm currently married to my work and career and having fun exploring my creative side. 

My personal opinion is that It's very difficult to stay tied down now particularly, though there are women who like starting a family, there are more who are career-oriented and very ambitious. 

In recent times, women have learnt to stand up for what they believe in and to follow what they deem is best for them. The concept of marriage is something you might either believe in or not. Some get it, some don't. And others dangle helplessly in between trying to make head and tail of this ritual called 'marriage. 

If marriage requires a woman to say goodbye to a career then its best to say no to marriage. But if I had to choose between love and my career I would pick love ... So someone please tell me what exactly is wrong with my logic ? Is it flawed or rational  ? Feedback welcomed !!!