Living a lie

Time and time again , you get that late night phone call asking you to come through . You pack an overnight bag with items to protect your 18 inch weave but not for a second , did you think to protect what's above your knees. 
you allow this vicious cycle in hope to Gain his acceptance. Your emotions & instincts are brewing but yet you choose to continue 
The best approach was to be as cogent as possible and state your expectations as opposed to laying on your back with such emotional decapitation. 
In the near future , here you are yelling; "that dude ain't shit " when the same ain't shit qualities is what attracted you to him in the first place. This is a situation you should have never embraced . Compromising yourself with feelings displaced . 
 You were content with those late night phone calls when you should have told him in the beginning to go screw himself . 
This is the time to assert yourself and wake up from this nightmare you'd like to falsefully consider a dream . 
Your crown is a prize you should rightfully redeem. The work doesn't stop there , you make it your mission to ensure that this new state of mind is your new found   regimen- CHELLY 


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