A love that was never meant to be

Everything was great when we first started dating . Never thought I would see the day where both our hearts are breaking . 
So I'm drinking every weekend speaking sober thoughts ... Staring at my phone wondering if I should call to tell you how I feel since the pain still hasn't healed .. Everything feels out of place I think a part of me was killed when I let you go thinking we could take it slow . 
One month passes and you already found another chick to hold ... I should have known . You're in college right ? You probably met her at some freaking party right ? I saw it coming but chose to ignore it . In hopes that we could find love and restore it . But you went out exploring and I'm sitting back , thinking . How did things change ? There's not a thing you can do about it but take the blame for all the bullshit that you provided. I can't deny it , I made my mistakes but I was trying to fix them now it's too late . But I guess this is it , my final words to you . I honestly wish the best for you . Even if it hurts , I hope you find another chick, one that you deserve . Hope she does what I could never do . To show you what it's worth when it works . Imagine love without a struggle, just happiness & peace where the couple never crumbles. Stumble here and there but the sound is so subtle cuz love remains humble when the world starts to rumble . 
Sincerely a love that was never meant to be 
Written 4 years ago 



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